Sunday 1/25

It is 8:30 and ten minutes ago I was dreading the thought of running. I've had my instant oatmeal and put in (much to my upstairs annoynace I'm sure) some really loud music to get me motivated. I find that singing and picking up around the house gets me in a better mood and therefore makes me not loathe the thought of heading out. Heading out is not outside because I cannot run in the cold. I can, but then my joints ache for days. I am only 25, I wonder how it will be if and when arthritis completely consumes me not just in the cold, or during large barometric changes, but all of the time. I hope there is a cure. My gym opens at 9 am on Sunday. technically, I am not begining any training program until Feb bc I don't need to, but I may as well find the joy in running again before I have to. Truth be told I have never regretted a run I did, only not going for one.